Snippets of Serendipity

August 23, 2006

Why Ninoy Aquino Would Weep If He We’re Alive Today…

Filed under: Current Affairs —— myownprivateserendipity @ 2:25 am

Why Ninoy Aquino would weep if he were alive today

By William Esposo
INQ7.net
Last updated 01:26am (Mla time) 08/21/2006

I vividly remember that day Ninoy Aquino returned home on August 21, 1983. It was a Sunday and the skies were clear. On that day, after lunch, I was playing Russian poker with my brothers in our Kuya Tony’s place.

Most of us wondered if Ninoy would really be able to set foot in Manila. The Marcos regime’s intention not to allow Ninoy back was evident in the many warnings it had issued. It seemed only logical to wonder if any of those countries that served as connecting point in Ninoy’s homeward voyage would eventually turn him back to his point of origin.

If somehow Ninoy made it home and landed in Manila, we also wondered if the regime will allow him to move about freely or incarcerate him again. Most of us thought that another round of imprisonment would have been the worst case scenario.

Then the unthinkable happened. Even before Ninoy got to set foot on Philippine soil, he was shot and killed on the airport stairs, as he was disembarking, by one of the military escorts sent to pick him up from the China Airlines plane from Taipei. It was the Marcos regime’s single biggest mistake. That dastardly act was Marcos’s undoing, one that would dispense poetic justice in a most uncanny way with Ninoy’s own widow, the politically uninitiated Cory Aquino taking over the helm as the new president.

From the time Cory was catapulted to power by a bloodless popular revolt in February 25, 1986 to June 30, 1998, Ninoy’s sacrifice looked like it had all been worth it. The newly-restored democracy was thriving just as the economy was also improving.

But just as Filipinos started to think that the path has been cleared for better things, they woke up one day to the beginning of a nightmare on July 1, 1998, the day Joseph Estrada assumed the presidency. Joseph Estrada was followed by Gloria Macapagal Arroyo and the democracy that Ninoy’s sacrifice helped restore is now in tatters. With all the troubles and tribulations that the nation had to endure and continues to do so, Ninoy must have died many times.

On hindsight, the assassin’s bullet could have dealt the kinder blow on Ninoy’s pain. After all, it now all boils down to situations of lesser and greater evils-Marcos dictatorship or Gloria Macapagal Arroyo’s totalitarian hypocrisy? Marcos declared martial law and then ruled as a dictator. Arroyo declares she is legitimate and democratically elected but goes on to rule like a despot in a land of fools.

Were he alive today, Ninoy will have shuddered to see his very own supporters now currying favor with Arroyo and playing her game of pretense and repression. Imagine his shock if he were to see Representatives Teddyboy Locsin, Ed Zialcita, Edcel Lagman-to name a few-now allowing themselves to be party to the scuttling of the truth that would have allowed this country closure leading to healing from the crisis spawned by the ‘Hello Garci’ tapes.

How would Ninoy react on finding his own younger sister Lupita, my Kumadre, personally assisting the dictator wannabe Gloria Macapagal Arroyo to hide the truth and pull the wool over the people’s eyes? Was it not Lupita who was reported to be the director of that pathetic "I’m sorry" Gloria melodrama which neither owned up to anything nor presented the truth about ‘Hello Garci’? Was that not Lupita who we saw on television guiding Gloria in Manila’s Baywalk only to run away from the camera when she realized that she too was on television?

Why were you running away from the camera Lupita? Was there something in what you were doing there for you to be ashamed of?

Ninoy, were he alive today, would be saddened at the sight of our youth who are more interested to congregate in malls rather than be at the forefront of street rallies and demonstrations that seek to restore credibility in our political leadership, honesty in our bureaucracy, unity in our society and peace in our troubled land. Like National Hero Jose Rizal, Ninoy pinned so much hope on our youth.

Ninoy, were he alive today, would have lectured the inutile opposition on how to fight tyranny and take them to task for being unwilling to step up in their commitment to solve our biggest problem today. When the country needed his life to stir up the nation, Ninoy did not hesitate to offer it. The opposition that we are all stuck with today is only committed to pay lip service and nothing more.

Ninoy, were he alive today, would find it hard to believe that compared to the miserable plight of his countrymen during his time, today’s conditions of poverty had deteriorated to levels unthinkable. During his time, poor Filipinos were complaining of eating only twice a day. Today many Filipinos eat only once a day and the nutritional value of that meal is found very much wanting.

Ninoy, were he alive today, will be appalled at the deterioration of Philippine education and the exodus of many of our teachers who now opt to work as domestics abroad in exchange for a better standard of living. When Ninoy first came into the national scene as a senatorial candidate in 1967, he formed the anagram YEH-for Youth, Education and Hope. Education was high on his agenda, knowing fully well that economic emancipation for the Filipino lies in education. His "study now, pay later" program was intended to make quality education available to the lesser privileged.

Ninoy, were he alive today, would have taken to task the corrupt and self-seeking journalists who allow themselves to be the instruments of deceit and the facilitators of cover ups to high crimes against the people and our democracy. He would have exposed those writers who accept positions in government and in government corporations. Ninoy was an outstanding journalist who in his youth covered the Korean War and was instrumental in negotiating the surrender of Huk Supremo Luis Taruc, effectively diffusing the Huk rebellion.

Ninoy, were he alive today, would have felt betrayed on seeing how those he fought-the supporters and main players of the Marcos dictatorship-are now moving about so freely in society as if nothing happened. His feeling of betrayal will not come from those he fought but from those he fought for, the people who cannot even remember their own recent history and who cannot even ostracize those who raped the country and set it on this downward spiral that we continue to suffer from today.

How do you think Ninoy would feel if he saw Imelda Marcos today-uncharged in court, freely mixing with high society and with nary a hint of regret or contrition over her role in the conjugal dictatorship? Not only that, how would Ninoy feel when he realizes that Imelda is not only still around but has passed on the baton. And how would he feel today knowing that even after his own wife had assumed the presidency, justice had not been served on his assassination and his real killers, the masterminds, have not been clearly established.

How would Ninoy feel when he hears about all these push for a settlement with the Marcos family, the trivialization of a nation’s 14-year nightmare under a dictatorship and equating it with pesos and centavos?

Ninoy was fond of quoting Edmund Burke, how evil in this world does prosper simply because good men do nothing. How would he feel when he now sees the few good men who, like him, could make a difference but instead opt to stay away from politics or remain as underachievers in politics-people who would make great presidents but prefer not to bother trying.

My heart and my sympathies are with you Ninoy. You are a truly great man, a cut above your generation. If only you had a better nation to die for, a nation that deserves a hero like you.

You may email William M. Esposo at: macesposo@yahoo.com

August 10, 2006

Seeing Clearly…

Filed under: Uncategorized —— myownprivateserendipity @ 3:58 am

Lately, I have been experiencing some of the most trying times of my life. Problems just kept creeping up left and right, as soon as I thought one thing was over, another thing would spring up. These past weeks, felt like I was walking through a daze. Going through the motions of work, and everyday life, yet not really feeling real. It seemed I had a million unanswered questions in my head, and I couldn’t get through one second without thinking about the answers.

Then this e-mail came.Thanks Jing.

Now, looking back, I realized that God has been answering my questions. I just wasn’t seeing them for what they really are. I am thankful everyday for the blessing of LIFE; Of just being; Of stopping and taking stock of what really matters; Of valuing myself; and realizing it is ok to not please all people all the time.

It’s time to grow up and try to leave all the baggage behind. Start fresh. With faith in God and myself, all will be well.

(from an e-mail)

…"My spirit was so tired… of waiting… totally frustrated… I was asking God why? What is your reason behind all these failed applications?
More than 3 years ago I applied to a certain agency for me to work in US. Petition filed, it was approved by to my dismay the agency failed to inform me about the approval until the visa expired without me knowing it. Again I requested the agency to re-file, another a year or so has passed the news arrived it was denied. Reasons were not explained it just got denied. More than 3 years of tiring request for documents, sending to US, paying various certificates and taking different exams and now what? “God my soul is just so tired of waiting. I completed all the requirements needed from me but how come You kept me stuck here? I am just so tired and weary of waiting.” I lost hope. I was frustrated and the pressure was all around me.
One night I came home. Daddy was coughing heavily. I asked him if he has taken his meds, he said yes “I just need to rest”… but he continued to cough until he had difficulty breathing. We rushed him to the hospital. I was with him in the taxi. The coughing continued, he could not breathe as if he was drowning. I remember he kept on saying: “ I am going to die”, “ I am going to die”. I said : “No daddy the hospital is near, we’re almost there”. At the emergency room doctors injected different meds at his IV. He was stable for a minute or so but then after a while they were inserting tube to his mouth. They used defibrillator, by the time I know there was very slim chance of him surviving. I prayed to God:”Lord, please not yet!. Please don’t take him from us, not now! Not now! Not yet!” The doctors stopped reviving him and signaled that he was gone.
How painful it is for an only child to lose one of his/her parents. Do you know that is one of the greatest fear of an only child? This fear has been haunting me since I was a child now it happened and as if it almost killed me too.
During the wake a still voice inside whispered “My child those 3 years you’ve been whining about, questioning me why I didn’t let you go to US, those are the last 3 years of your dad’s life and I want you to be with him during those times”. No questions asked, all questions were answered. A silent peace encapsulated my heart.
Love, support and helped poured upon us during that trying times. I was overwhelmed with how God pulled me and Mom through that devastating event of our life. Indeed He is a faithful God. This was His message to me: “Whatever fear you have, however deep it may be, I will give you more that enough strength and support to overcome it”. He did and He always does.
Are you tired right now? Waiting for your dreams to materialize but as if God has forgotten you? Pray and ask for enlightenment. Maybe He just wants you to truly cherish what you have right now: your parents, your job, your friends. God is the PERFECT DIRECTOR & ARRANGER of LIFE. No matter how far and long we get lost in the end we will go home to him and nothing we could do but to TOTALLY SURRENDER everything to him because ultimately HIS WILL BE DONE. GOD BLESS YOU!"

Jing

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