Blame It on The Rain…
Oh well, it’s been a long time since I wrote something, so I guess I’ll just go ahead and write. About nothing. Hahaha…
Things are getting better, I’ve been stuck in a rut since the-thing-that-must-not-be-named happened…work has helped a lot, and I realized that there’s a reason for everything. Truth be told, I know why it happened and a lot of it was my doing.
I’m just hoping that things will fall into place…and Brandon Routh a.k.a Superman will fall into my lap…OOOpppss! (Sorry, where was I?!) Hmmm, that’s not quite a bad idea, hehehe…
Change is good, and I find I learn a lot now that I have made peace with myself. I deal with people better, now that I know myself better. I am more fair with other people now that I’ve learned to try & put myself in their shoes. It has taken me a long time, but finally I have learned to stand on my own…make my own decisions based on what I feel is right; although it was one of the hardest things to do. Because I had to give up something that was important to me for so long. But I realized I cannot hold on to something just for the sake of having it, if it’s not healthy for everyone involved.
Someday, I hope to regain some of it, but for now I am happy because in being alone, I have opened myself to unending possibilities, not all of which maybe good…but I know that I will learn from them…and that’s the most important thing of all.
